Today, I am having trouble enjoying being single, watching people holding hands and being all googly eyed at each other...I want that. Patience I tell myself, patience. He is out there somewhere and until then, I need to focus on my life by myself. I need to do this...Be happy for the people that are getting engaged, having children, falling in love:) B/c one day I hope to be at that place in my life and I would like for people to be happy for me when that day comes. God will provide:)

Trying to enjoy my life as a single woman...

Today, another day of work. Every day is different for me, with my thoughts on the single life. Today I'm enjoying it. It changes often, sometimes in one day I'll have changed my mind at least 12 times about if I enjoy being single or not.
The other night, holding my niece in my arms I had thoughts of wanting to meet the man I'm supposed to marry and having children. My niece just warms my heart so much, even when she's not having the best day.