Today, I am having trouble enjoying being single, watching people holding hands and being all googly eyed at each other...I want that. Patience I tell myself, patience. He is out there somewhere and until then, I need to focus on my life by myself. I need to do this...Be happy for the people that are getting engaged, having children, falling in love:) B/c one day I hope to be at that place in my life and I would like for people to be happy for me when that day comes. God will provide:)